see that guy in red? thats shah, aini's bf. saje2 nak snap2. hahahahah.
ystd, i went out with my babes. met shahirah ard 2 at eunos mrt and we was planning to ride on the singapore flyers but didnt. then, we proceed to kfc marina sq and had out lunch. bla3, we both bought the same pants, same colour from the same shop BUT different size. she bought size 3 wherelse i bought size 1. hehh. its worth it. we bought the pants at bods bodynits. the ori price of the pants is 66.90 but it was discounted all the way to 18 bucks. worth every single cent. then, we went to penin and shop for a while and she had to go home before prayers. so i was bored to death. in the end, i met the biggest bitch on earth, at pasir ris. who else if not MISS FAEZA. hahahaha. met faeza at pasir ris and we went to ehub to bowl but then again, it was full. so we went to chill at coffeebean while waiting fer fik. and when fik came, drama started. whats new...
and as for today, my photoshot was cancelled. how annoyed i was. its all because of errands we had to settle with. met fik 1st. then we took my shirt from iqah, and proceed to meet amerul to take the car. then amerul's sis tumpang cause wanted to pay smtg at courts. its like, we spent the whole day and i really mean the whole day running errands. til at night, just imagine how furious i was. went to fik's bro's house den send stuff to fik's house bla bla bla. went to bugis fer a while to finally meet my babygirl, Deera (D, for short). she was working and yeah, i miss her.
my heart's too weak for another relapse.I'm not positive that I can give the commitment that you're asking for.
school was alright. there's a "strongman" challenge today in school but i didnt bother bout it that much. watch "mad abt eng" at auditorium. den ate lunch at sch. there's a guy caught my attention in the bus. reason being, he's the exact duplicate of my abg sdare. i was shocked. according to aini, he was looking at me most of the times. hmm. and he alighted at the 1st tamp bus stop. i was still in the bus. we accidentally had an eye contact. disgust me! err. tmr is a long long day for me. shopping, eating, gossipping!!
slimy! good to know my bro and ur bro are friends! and 2 of my frens are ur acquintance.! =p
thnks for comforting. really.
life's better now. partially better.
no more heartbreaking. its hearthealing, for now.
i cried at dtwn east ystd but im happy, i have faeza. altho everyone there was watching at us, u think we gv a fuck? we sat so tak senonoh. we put our legs up on the chair. as for me, i did just that. i opened my shoes too. yes its not appropriate. but who cares????? i love you bitch.
faeza's right. i shudnt let a bitch's words bring me down. at the end of the day, bitches win. i lose. so, no point.
early 2007
wan din myself
i('V)My BitCh
pictures of you, pictures of me.
my emotions are controlling me for the past days.
i need anger management and tears control.
Life is kinda messy at the moment, And I don't know where it's going to take me.
I'm losing grip of everything.
EVERYTHING
TIME TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT!
aini's art piece about myself. (haha!)
typical singaporean, "chop" place using tissue paper.
I'm looking for the peace to find some sleep tonight
Cause I'm Not very proud of the way I have lived today.
I hope you're happy now after making me a fool in front of your friend.
THANKS. (sarcasm)
all i afford to do was cry, call my FRIENDS, cry, cry, cry.
im so weak for this.
im giving up.
u win.
bye.
i hate to be in the situation of being the centr person. NURAINI BTE JALANI, im really sorry for what had happened. yes its my fault. be mad at me if theres a need.. =[. FIKRI BIN MOHD YUSOFF, im sorry too. bottomline is, im really sincerely apologising to these 2 people whom i love.
today was totally fucked up. i had bruises on my back and my backbone hurts so much. i shall not really elaborate why but i see it coming. me and my big mouth. like a malay proverb goes "kerana mulut, badan binasa". yeah.. now i have plaster all over my body. haiz..but everything was kinda alright soon after. had my lunch + dinner @ saffrons.
n yes. not forgetting, my L'oreal 2 way powder foundation broke into pieces!!! the powder, the cover, and the mirror all broke into pieces. siak ah.. if tt stupid powder cost me $ 5 or $10 bux, id wudnt really break my heart. but helo. i bought it for $29.90 (quite ex for a powder dont ya think so). anything can be destroyed but never never never my make up set. cos all of them are ex. dammit.
i "pop-ed" the qn today but it was a dissappointment tho about the outcome. why must i even think about it when i knew all along that was what i wanted? why? nvm. im tired now. i need to rest and ease my mind of this. my friendship is at risk. why must it always be ... me, risking my friendship, for someone i love? this totally sucks to the core.
I deleted my friendster
heck care.
friendster is giving me "real life issues."
so, dont you think you should do something to yours, too?
well, you decide. i shall say nothing.
Things like this comes with willing-ness & not being forced
10 jan 2004?? ape je camera si E.T nie. date pon tak set. Its suppose to be 1 aug 2008. i didnt look this gd backthen in 2004. haha.
actually, im so lazy to update my blog already.
all i want you people to know is...
i bought anna sui's wallet. itu aje.
(layankan la cos im happy sgt sgt i bought it.)
oh ya Mr. when can i have the money that u owe me??? Running away wont solve it.
