Keeps on going with, or without you

triplets.

i thot its gonna be "drop the past and be true". =;[

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armin&fok. (ok i donoe whats fok real name. its saiful i think?? k aku smarang)



my bubbly girl, gracia.


fok again



yesterday was the bad day ever for me and armin. luck wasnt on our side i suppose? but its ok. we got each other's back.armin got dismissed. and as for me, i went to sch for my high elements shit. my shorts and shirt was in the locker. but i realised i didnt bring my key only when i was standing right in front of my locker. and damn, i went home lor.. a bad bad day. armin sedih dier kene buang. kesian eh. tu la kau slalu tak pergi keje but as time goes towards afternoon and night, things got better for us. met armin and suhaimi and we sat down lepak while waiting for shasha. armin and suhaimi went to kelly serives and armin got a new job offer and he's starting tonight at dhl. good fer him. smlm kene buang, smlm jgk dpt keje. while waiting for shasha, fok came. he joined us. so when after tt, the 5 of us proceed to parkway to play pool. i won in my game with armin! but lost by 1 ball during my game with shasha. =[. haha. then the four of us xcept fok, played the "spot the diff in the 2 pics" game. kecoh siak..

"ah lagi sikit je". sikit tetek kau. hahahah. pastu we went back to tamp and eat at saffrons. and saw amerul nas and azri. and not forgetting, i think i saw muz? ntah. biar. alah msti die bilng his dear gf "i nampak radhyah ngn laki lain". ah confirm nye la. 1 org nye mulut mcm 100000000. erg. nak bilng fik, bilang la kau.. im not scared. im so over it. naik malas aku org tuduh2 aku smarang. what, i cant have frens, isit like tt? wdv la. so, den balek lor.. and anw, iqah got a new fone kan.. so do i. =). thnks a million

fikri is dearly missed by me. somehow somewhere i know he's reading this, laughing and will be saying "hah, mcm paham ah". sukati kau la fikri.. naik malas aku.. i guess my 2008's birthday is a sucky one. its either a double happiness, or double sadness. its up to me to decide. well, no. its decided. and im prepared for the worst.

Probably im lying if i say im not thinking bout fikri? im thinking bout all the shit we went thru. arg. good fer him now he has anth girl. ah, so what? no big deal. Im more den happy with my current life. my happiness. my everything. what else cn i ask for from god? god is giving me new life. im gonna cherish this new life.

bestfriends?they xist? dammit. i donch (ikut aini's pronounciation) know.

and oh oh. aini daya shefah, rmmbr this?

fivesome. foursome. threesome, twosome, HANDSOME. and omg! awesome!! haha. ok its stuck in my head.

Ok im movin on. *cross fingers*.

cause i know i can do it.

aini's eyes got punched by me

its never easy to see me in "baju melayu" but today, some saw. .So, ystd mum gave me some money to blanje. thnks mum. U know ur daughter. she's running out of money and u gave her a few hundreds? that nice. Thnks so much mummy. =D. Alhamdulillah, god's giving me a new hope in life. and i hope im making and choosing the right path this time. Being single doesnt mean sorrow. I still have frens. Finally met iqah. dah lame tk lepak ngn dier. so lepak lor. she said its gd if i were to buy life insurance in case kalau aku kene accident. haha .. okok its an inside joke. oni we know what. den wen we were walking, this grp of guys pekik my name and her name. and the guy was like "RIAN! Bastard seh tk knal kwn lamer". and when i turned, sial. aku tk kenal satu pon siak. bodoh. iqah also tk knal. so me and iqah talked bout real stuff. REAL STUFF. ystd, met my babygirl, siti. went joo chiat and then to downtwn. den went home take cab cos serious business waiting at toilet. hahaha. k la probably thats all? yeah.. thats my weekend. and i didnt know my name was changed to izan??hahaha. shasha called me izan. jauh nyeeee izan ngn rian. hahah.. okok. penat aku nyari. tc people. =D

watched hancock today.thatsboutit.