Keeps on going with, or without you: September 2008

nasri. just sent you a nudge.

nasri. says:
send me the song u're listening?
nasri. says:
mine's abit unclear.
nasri. says:
thankyouuuuuuuu
nasri. says:
=D
radh says:
dowan
nasri. says:
LOCEK
nasri. says:
LOL
nasri. says:
IS THAT HOW U SPELL IT?

ahahaha. cute kan dier.. oh he's my chinese cousin btw. hhaha. he was trying to spell LOKEK.

holla and i just came back from celebrating my mother's birthday at pattaya restaurant. had a nice nice meal with my family and i saw my ex colleague. she was siting with her family. to my surprise, her parents and my parents are friends. so me and my 2nd bro RELUCTANTLY, and i really mean reluctantly, went over to their seats and "salam" them. soon after, 1st bro came. then, we ate and yeah.. mom, me, dad and bro bought shoe and my shoe is super nice.. i bought everything necessary today. raya shoes, my liquid foundation and many2 more.tell me bout it. its great going out with your parents right? ahah. then me and bro played a stupid game.

1st bro: ok kiter tengok thru out our journey kat geylng, yayan atau abg nmpk kwn kiter lebeh bynk
me: ok.
hha ..lame kan

first half of today sucks sucks sucks. had a tiff with fikri and everything was pure dead. so then, we managed to pull it thru (somehow) and i started doing my work normally. i then met syidah at paya lebar mrt station and siti at ct hall. we 3 had our break fast together and it was oh-so ramai org gitu. (like duh). F1 race so thats y ramai people. last2 we buka at secret recipe marina sq's branch. syidah and siti ordered spag meatballs and as for me i ordered lasagne. we had so much fun gitu kan buka together again. how can i not say i love them so much! then syidah made me and siti walk all the way to charles and keith just to buy her shoe but sorry babygirl, they dont have your size kan. hehehe =p. so i made my way to kallang alone to meet fikri. but he was late. janji jumpe at 9.25pm. i reached at 9.10pm and he reached at 9.40pm. bagus la eh. hahaha. aku siang sgt dier lambat sgt. so we made our way to atm to pay for my baju and fikri gave me a big surprise. shhh!! its a secret. tsk tsk!! thanks fikri. really. then we went to buy food and i bought myself nail polish and fikri apply it for me. how nice. =). he's been doing my nails for me through out these times. im glad the 2nd half of my day is filled with love. all thanks to fikri himself, syidah and siti.

and lastly since its 1.02am now which means its 28 sept, i wanna wish something to a special someone.

happy 48th birthday mum! you are still young. dont worry.

(i cant wait for us family to breakfast together. i love you mum. we love you)

waiting patiently..

At the end of the story, she won.
but at the end of the day, i still am the champion.
beat me bitch?
think again.

love me for me and not for what i wear.

but so what..im still what i am..

yesterday was so hectic. i didnt sleep after sahur and played the lappy til 645am and had my bath and made my way to work. i reached exactly at 830am and im proud of myself. tsk. then came fara at 10 and haney at 1130. haney came at 1130 and went off at 130. fara was a lil mad that she said "mak, puas hati takya dtg siak. Step nak g MCYS je. padehal jumpe jantan". ok i guess shes really pissed. then me and fara started to slack! i slept for 3 hours and fara was on the fone. lepak kan.. den i went over to fik's plc to get my stuff back. so while on the way in the bus, i saw fik's bike passed by my bus and i was like "shit". cos he's faster den me. i mean, he didnt noe i was going over. then i sat under his blk til like 8pm. sedih or what buka sorng2 bwh blk..den he saw me and made his way down and said "ok jom ikut i jumpe arab and boy smue". sapppp. siape siak nak gi ikot jumpe dorng.. den fik told me faeza was at his plc. as in, outside. i was like, ARRGGHHH. den i went up to fik's plc and saw faeza and we both shouted. !!! hahahaha.. idiot.. den i told fitri to amek helmet puteh cos me and fik wanted to throw it away cos itu helmet aku punye la kan tapi dh bekas pmpan sundal yg fik tompang. den me and fik wen to buy new helmet ystd and threw that white helmet. thnks la eh for the new helmet. den we all jalan2.. go geylang and all.. last2 balek at 2am.. so late.. den i ate my ramly and went to bed and everyone was in my room (xcept my 2 bro). cos i on aircon and my parents' room the air con rosak.. so i slept at my bro's room.then i woke up and slept in my room on the floor with my sis (cos my parents slept on my bed) and then my sis kicked me. i woke up at 3pm today and what.. im gonna buka alone.. thnks eh... *eye roll*

i have totally not time for myself.

"Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be."

he wants SPACE, we give him SPACE. big SPACE in between

kill me, someone. i suddenly feel like blogging all over again. life's been so dull. too much happened past few days. im a free woman now. exams are done and im very very satisfied. i had everything memorised in the morning of the xam thnks to my girls. straight after my last paper, that evening i went to salon and had my hair highlighted. i fucking look like a minahrep a lil with this blonde hair. i asked for white blonde seh. but it turned out diff. i look like a HOLY SHIT right now...ystd, i went to work and then meet up with the rest of my friends at paya lebar. they waited for me at the bus stop where i alighted. it was a total mistake to wear my dorothy perkin's long sleeve top, really. it was all pre-planned. total, there were 14 people. a lot huh.. lets list them down.

couples
wan pao and sherry
dyla and safwan
mas and bf

others
myself
iqah
syidah
saiful
shafiq
fadhil
fadhil's friend
sarinah (i think hats her name)

i felt so bad that i didnt buy for saiful anything for his bdae wich was on last fri. wanted to buy fer him fcuk's perfume but i really had no time. so i bought burger ramly and just placed a candle on top of the burger. altho it was kinda crap, what saiful told me was "its the thought that counts". yes, again, happy birthday saiful. you are old!

the food and drinks we ordered was utterly crap. as in, the service of the shop was inefficient and slow. we then walked ard bazaar and practically, it was to find my baju. and der was kuda kepang. with shafiq around, everyone seems happy. laughing their ass out! we all reached home quite late but i guess im the one that reach hm the lastest. reachd home at 12.15am like that and i was damn tired. so yeah. i had a nice day with them cos they are my true lovely friends. i love you all. thanks.

ramadhan?
suddenly this year's ramadhan doesnt feel so special.
baju raya?
no more "jom pakai same colour" feeling.
baazar?
im not going this year perhaps.

dead.
everything is dead.
the feeling inside me is so so dead.

i was browsing thru my bro's laptop and my thumbdrive and saw all this old pics of myself which i find it funny. all these pics are taken at least 1 yr ago. which means, non of the pic are taken during 2008. its all 2007 2006, 2005, 2004 or 2003. makk,, kental pe..